Pandora Blake

There are few things that give me more pleasure than administering a beating to a willing bottom, and I am hungry for opportunities to do so. Consequently, I am currently offering 121 spanking sessions in London as a top.

Pandora Blake, sadomasochist

I would describe myself as a corporal punishment enthusiast, empathic sadist, playful dominant and nurturing disciplinarian.

For years my fantasies seemed evidence of my submissive tendencies. I have always dreamed of hard, no-nonsense over the knee spankings with hand and hairbrush - both thighs trapped in a leg lock so there is no escape - long minutes counted off as the hard wooden brush descends again and again despite your squeals. Or of deep, slow, ritualistic canings; thud and muscle and breath and riding the wave of pain to find a still place within yourself.

As I got older and found the confidence to start testing my skills as a top, both on video and in my private life, I wondered for the first time why the viewpoint in these fantasies was often that of the spanker. Thinking back, my first ever real-life spanking experience was when I spanked my girlfriend in her parents' house when I was 13. Did I have sadistic impulses all along?

At this point in my exploration, I identify as both masochist and sadist. The two impulses are intertwined, each a mirror of the other.

I enjoy the sensation of having my bottom beaten, and the physical act of thrashing a shapely behind brings a rush of lust, but central to true enjoyment of either act is awareness of my partner's pleasure. I cannot take real joy in inflicting pain unless I am certain that my playmate is having fun.